Its been a while since I've posted. been working on the new & improved website and changing stuff up on the blog and some new specials for the holidays.. more to come soon... but while working I listen to music..and this one song snagged my heart and a flood of emotion came rushing in ... or in this case ... out. =)
Through my window I see a blue sky. beautiful blue. It makes me think of you. I see how white and puffy the clouds are.. they are passing. slowly. it makes me think of time.
It makes me thankful, and sorry because I miss you. I feel the sorry-ness for every person I've ever missed in my life. It hurts because I miss you so much. I forgot how much I missed you. I feel like I've re-opened a wound thats still trying to heal.
I guess it's okay because I miss you in a healthy way now.
my face is tear stained as I type and think about you.
my ugly face is scrunched up from trying not to cry.. but it makes me cry harder. I love you and I miss you.
I am thankful to have had you in my life. I would hope if the situation were reversed you would feel the same. I love you and I miss you. I wish there was more.
More to say and more of you.
my nose is clogged and I taste salt.
the clouds are still moving ...but it seems like their stuck in one place in the sky.
I feel how much I've healed from missing you.. but see how much I haven't.
the only thing that comes to mind is I love you and I miss you.
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