I'm so sure.

sometimes i dont have it all figured out.
when im not always so certain.
there are mornings when I wake up and wonder "what the heck am I doing here.in Lake Elsinore? married? with 4 kids? being a stay at home mom? giving up or sacrificing the old things that made me happy.. or made me *ME*?"

The house is'nt aways clean.the phone bill isn't always paid.... sometimes we live paycheck to paycheck. the kids cry, we don't ever get a date night....

Can you imagine a life.. where everything was just easy?you know,where you ask for things & people just bring them to you?
It sounds wonderful,&....I think about it too...

I wonder what kind of life I would've had if I hadn't married you.

And then i realize I've just erased all the things in my life that I'm sure about. You & the kids.
Things I am **so.sure.about**