runneth over 29 years

I have to close my eyes and try to remember.. remember every single detail every day. Because every day is really that good.
I never thought I would be here.
having it all.

I am so rich, spoiled rotten rich.

I get to love a man that would do anything in the world for me & loves me back when I don't deserve it. I get to kiss my babies while they're sleeping.

I get to see the people I love most. Touch them, hug them and share real stuff. I love them so much, I am so grateful.

I don't know how I got here, how God saw fit for me to have so much.
I know it is not by my own merit that I get to wake up to this life.

30 years so young to have held & experienced what feels like so much. I am so beyond any comprehensive grateful. God knows my heart & he understands it.

Its the kind of grateful that makes you wanna drop down to your knees in the middle of your day and just feel like there isn't enough room in your cup. It runneth over all the time. When my kids love on me, joke with me, want me to play a game with them, read to them, watch a movie with them, when my husband just wants me to come a little closer, when he wants me to watch Jepoardy with him, when he wants me to cook with him, my cup runneth over. and as I cry now thinking of all these blessings... my eyes runneth over with tears and my heart with thankfulness and love... where does it go when it runneth over?

one thing I have learned that doesn't runneth over is time. So Im soaking up every minute, every grade promotion, every lost tooth, every hug & kiss, every kiss 'my boo boo', every time I get to be the hero. Soaking up every minute I kiss Danny with goofiness and underlying passion that I have for the boy I met when I was 16, soaking up the next chapter of just him and I and what lies ahead for us,

soaking it all up... and sopping up whatever runneth over.